...September 2023 I wasn't as happy as should be ... after years of depression, tiredness, problems with heart beat and luck of love...I was diagnosed with breast cancer. 

My life end ...in my mind there was constant voice: you will end up like your mum who had  multiple breast cancers. Chemotherapy, surgery and radiation., several times over the decades... and it started. After long scary tests ( us, mri, ct) and biopsy I have been sent for my first chemo. Even thou, I was having panic attack, deep depression, I was persuaded that this is only option. On the first chemo ,I faint and I got pretty bad then, loss of hair that was the easiest part for me.

During the nights I had hot flashes, my heart was beating so quickly, that I thought, that I will get heart attack...I called for emergency help line. It was Saturday...there was no answer at the first instance and then voice. I barely spoke ... please, can you help me, I am no chemo treatment. The answer was unexpected. There is no one hire to help you. Just call to Morrison pharmacy as there is no oncologist today...I thought that its my end but my body said No...I was still alive...I went thru second and I didn't bother to call NHS anymore but instead my brain started to think...Konrad...

Konrad is my husband who was questioning chemotherapy treatment. He tried to perused me to start different way but, I was so scared, depressed, and in fear that I have not listen...I thought that standard of care under health service like NHS  is the only way...

... maybe Konrad is right, maybe I should try no toxic way...but how? keto? no carbs? what are the carbs? How? is it possible to do it?

Now ,I know ... Yes it is possible but its not only keto, its a lot more that, I discovered...CANCER is a complex disease and everyone need to became his own doctor...

If you have any kind of illness you just need to discover your own body ability and what and where it does needs to heal...

my story is just a beginning of my journey with long time chronic stress and other conditions that cause my mitochondria to damage and in consequences get what we call now CANCER...

I am healing myself every day and every day there is opportunity to learn something new. My little angels, daughters are with me. They are helping me and encourage me to get my body health better every day. Together with my Konrad, daughters we can do it.

Love you lots my dearest treasures.